I'm trying out the new layouts that LJ put up, just because I needed a changed and I uber teh suck! At doing custom lj layouts. -_-;

It's cute, I wish that it was able to be customized more, but I'll probably stick with it for now cause I'm too lazy atm and busy with other projects.

Current Mood: lazy

Meme ganked! straight from theladyfeylene

Leave a list of fictional characters in your journal that you would love to get a message from. It is your friend-list's mission, should they choose to accept it, to write you an in-character "letter" from a character on that list. Then they post their own list in their journal and the process continues! (Feel free to post anonymously too, or to post using RP journals.)

And since it's my journal and I make the rules, feel free to comment on each other's letters.

1. Any Suikoden person
2. Axel (Kingdom Hearts II)
3. Urahara Kisuke (Bleach)
4. Fai (Tsubasa)
5. Agito/Akito (Airgear)
6. Fuuma (X/1999)
7. Gippal (FFX-2)
8. Souma Kyou (Fruits Basket)
9. Shannon (Scrapped Princess)
10. Captn Jack Sparrow (Pirates of the Caribbean)
11. Alphose Elric (FullMetal Alchemist)
12. Hatake Kakashi (Naruto)
13. Anyone else you think I'd like to hear from.

Multiple letters from the same character are welcome!

Current Mood: giggly

Well I mean to... it just never quite happens. What? I'm easily distracted leave me alone! I'd post more if the stupid work computers would give access back! But this is going to be a short and to the point update on things that have happened to me. If you wanna know more post a comment and ask!

New job is awesome! New shift not so much. Though we do have kind of a pseudo nap room so its all good.

Not so good though that I keep having crazy weird nightmares about various things. Ex: Last night I had like a crazy combination dream of like Naruto and Bleach. >.>; Shinigami and Ninja should NEVER MIX!! I think I even woke up screaming at one point in time and scared the cats shitless.

Oh yeah, we have two cats now. Oriental Shorthairs. They're old show cats or something. Very pretty. Kai and Mali littermates and brother and sister. Kai is kind of tan and black peppered with some awesome like perfectly horizontal stripes down his legs and green eyes. His sister is Mali who is Ebony with green eyes. Sadly Mali is like the most skittish thing I've ever seen and she's been like that since she was a kitten.

I also got my own ferret so that Hervey could have a playmate. His name is Roxas and when I first got him he was WEE TINY! and absolutely adorable. He's still adorable though and tiny compared to Hervey the gigantic slinky cat >.>; He's almost as big as Mali I swear. I was REALLY leary about having four animals in the house, but... yanno for as often as we see Mali it's really only like having three.

But going back to the Bleach and Naruto thing. Friday we went to game, which none of us were feeling up for AT ALL, but as we were waiting for Mercedes to finish his cooking he had us play the domestic release of Naruto: Ultimate Ninja. OMG. XD We ended up playing it ALLL NIGHT. It was awesome. Even Ki got really into it so Saturday we went and got our own copy.

Our dvd player had been slowly but surely going on the fritz (I've only had the thing since high school which is like eek.. >.>; seven years now I think? Frightening.) So we went to Costco and got a new one. It's nice and sleek, silver oh and plays DIVX files! Oh yeah... all those towers of burned cd's finally have a use! So since Ki showed an interest in seeing some of Naruto now that she'd played the game I went to dig out my cds of them only to sadly find that my disc of Naruto 1-4 (and some other random eps) were missing. So instead we started watching Bleach! Which I have to say I'm really liking so far XD. Specially Chad! He's really cute! Though I do really like everyone so far. Even Ishida though he really is only Sasuke with a mild sense of humor.

Uhh... I think that's it for now.. >.>; Like I said. If you wanna know more you gotta ask.

Current Mood: awake

Happy 8/13 XD

Inside joke to other KH2 fans.

Current Mood: silly

Should I be impressed with myself that I've made 41 icons since July 25th?

Cause I feel pretty impressed XD

Current Mood: accomplished

I'm finally starting my new job at work tomorrow (after almost a month and a half of being hired?) but I'm both really excited and kind of scared about it cause I'm not entirely sure what to expect. But I'm sure it will be all good once I get used to things. (especially this new 7:30 - 4:00 shift) everyone is really nice and I already know a few of the people over there.

Argh, well I don't have a lot else to say other than. OMG HEAT GO THE HELL AWAY! Or at least buy me an AC unit. >.>;

Oh and I really need to work on icons for my iconfiend claim. Which means I really need to get my scanner into a better place.

Current Mood: nervous

Dear Summer,

Go the fuck away and please let it be winter again (or at least fall) kthnxbai.

No love,

Gryff


ARGH! I don't like it hot like this!!!! BUUUU. I am cranky and sticky and hot and hungry!

But it's too fucking hot to cook anything! Mrrrrgh. I am actually looking forward to work tomorrow just so I can cool the fuck down!!! Though sadly I'm probably not going to be able to sleep at all tonight -_-;

Current Mood: hot

Ugh... catching up on over a years worth of Naruto chapters is gonna SUCK! >.>; But I'm gonna do it....

Current Mood: blah

Safe and sound from AX. Had sooooooo much fun at the con and at AX. Twas awesome even if no body wanted pictures of me -_-; saaaaa. Oh well. Though it was really cool that so many people recognized our Ted and Tir costumes.. oh and Luc XD.

Got some cool stuff but nothing that I was like OMG about... well cept for the Tohru Pinky St. doll but I wasn't going to pay 70 for it -_-;

Annnywho I will do more updates and junk later. I's tired from driving all day and unpacking and blaeh.

But it is SOO SOO SOOOOOOOO good to be home! and tomorrow... PIRATES!

PS. Pirates ride at Disney? BEYOND awesome now XDDD

Current Mood: tired

Beware, I'm getting back into that whole 'I fucking hate myself cause I'm single' phase.

It will pass as it always does -_-;

But fwee~~ internet is happy making~~!! XD

Current Mood: The green eyed monster?

>.< Fucking comcast

Fucking internet.

Ki and have been having issues with them for a while now with various payments and what not.

And now after we made payment we still couldn't connect! We called into Comcast to ask them what the hell was going on and they said that it's out router. Because ever since they started their Digital Voice network thing people who connect through routers have been having 'connectivity issues' and so we got to spend about an hour and a half on the phone wiht Comcast and then about hour and a half with the router people trying to get the thing to work.

My computer works obviously.... Ki's... does not. Her works when it's plugged directly into the modem, but not the router. And we tried her computer in all of the router slots with no connectivity at all. While again mine is working fine. -_-; The people from the router company said that we have a bad router and to take it back. I don't think that's it though. Still it's weird and Ki's about ready to toss her computer out the window >.>; Which I'm hoping that she doesn't

Sooooo yeah, long and short of it is hopefully we will BOTH be up and running here soon, if not then Ki's probably going to be using my computer quite a bit. ^^;;;


Edit OMFG Why do you peoeple post so much when I don't have internet!!! *cries*

Current Mood: pissed off

Guess who has a new job~~~~~ XDD

I'm so excited!! I got hired into the Special Accounts department. The supervisor Jessie came over and talked to me right before I was going to leave for the day~~ XD I can't tell anyone at work yet until it becomes official so you HAL people keep it on the downlo~

But yes, more money and no having to work weekends anymore unless I absolutely have to! But hopefully my pay increase will be enough where I don't have to unless it's a special thing like I'm still gonna work weekends until the con jsut to have the extra money with that XD annnnd res really does need the help and stuff.

I'm really excited! Jessie seems really nice and more friendly than Katie. I mean Katie has her moments... but I don't know there was something about her that she and I just never quite got on all that well.

So yeah I find out all the details next week, like exactly what my pay will be, my scheduale (cause that departments not open as late as the scheduale I'm on goes.) and all that good stuff XD

Hee~~ I'm just soooo happy!!!! XDDDD It's a good way to start a weekend.

Current Mood: cheerful

OMG! Jess is like the most super awesomest EVAR!

She got Quiton Flynn (Aka: AXEL! Aka: Raiden Aka: a whole messload of other people) TO CALL ME AND KI! I got to talk to AXEL! OMG OMG OMG OMG! Yeah I'm totally squeeing about it now when last night I was so flabbergasted I had no idea what to say and yeah... it was still really awesome! Ki was freaking out so bad she was shaking XD;;

It's too bad that Sparky and Zanne didn't get to talk to him... buuuut Jess did say that he was going to be at AX, sooooo we might have to make another phone call. ^____^

Current Mood: squee tastic!

ARGH!!!

Photoshop hates me -_-; This is the second time in a row that it's deleted brushes and patterns on me!

Current Mood: annoyed

Post Start time - 6:32 pm pacific standard.

Yeargh

Ki's over at Kris and Zanne's again.

My stomach is eating it's self, but at the same time I can't get the motivation to get up and cook for myself. that and Ki took out the wrong thing of meat to defrost, she didn't know. I didn't specify becuase I forgot we still had that tiny thing.

There's so much that I need to do with rps and moderator junk that I'm just going crazy with and apart from one person I'm not getting any help with what-so-ever.

Work is driving me absolutely batshit insane, but that's nothing new. I jsut need to stop putting in so much overtime so I don't explode, but at the same time I have to work overtime to afford my trip this July and all the costume stuff for the convention.

I hate feeling unmotivated when there is stuff to be done! It makes like this little stress ball that sits right at the base of my skull and spreads until it feels like there is a vice on my head.

Luc rocks! For the mere amounts of promoting she's done. I mean seriously WHOAZ.

GC was created waaaaaay before Suiko Chaos, we just didn't get everything together and started till now. Hell I didn't even know about Suiko Chaos until someone mentioned it to me. Heh. Oh well.

You know the world is going crazy when my dad becomes the awesome parent and I wish my mom would take a long walk off a short pier. Seriously, I think my mom likes to see me suffer. I only ever hear good things from her when I'm doing things I HATE doing. Like the commuting. 72 miles each way. She praised me constantly for doing it. The minute I moved. Complete 180. Honestly she's been a total bitch since I moved and I hate calling over there and having to talk to her. I mean granted I've still got quite a bit of stuff over at the house, but I can't exactly hop the ferry whenever I feel like it and go over. I've been working overtime constantly and then there was the problems with the car the kept me from going over. So yeah a little patience would be nice! I've GOT A LOT OF STUFF! And it's not like anyone is helping me! The only one who is is my brother and all he does is take the boxes up to the car for me.

It really pisses me off when someone say's they'll do something and then they never do and then they dissapear.

I'm really hoping I can get my bookshelves this weekend and most of my books and my sewing stuff... oh.. and my table would be nice too >.>; I mean this place seriously feels more like Ki's apartment because All of her stuff is here and mine is still kind of... mostly there. I mean there are like elements of me? Buuuuuuut it's mostly her. Huh... maybe that's why I haven't really been able to relax much. ._.;

Gotta get costume stuff done. Need to start looking this weekend. I hope I'll have time with work, and having to go get stuff from parent's house.

Getting taken to see Silent Hill Thrusday night, I still don't see why we can't go to a daytime show this weekend. That and the fact that when I say that I have NO MONEY until Friday. I really mean that I have NO MONEY until Friday. I'm not holding out on you or anything and haven't I said numerous times that I want to see the movie? Buuut only on the summer solstice at noon with lots of friends staying the night. I mean I really wanna go because damn it I hate being alone and not being able to relax, but damn it! It's really hard sometimes, but at least Ki's opinions on creepy things has changed? Maybe I can buy a copy of Brothers Grimm now without worrying.

I made 22 icons this weekend. Of what you ask? Anything I damn well felt like. No seriously XD; It's odd jsut because I'm used to only making like one or two at a time and always very journal specific or for some specific purpose. NOPE! Not this time! I made 22 completely random icons because I felt like it! And 11 just on Sunday ^^; I'llllll be posting them on my icon journal runic_icons eventually?

ugh... I've been home for almost 40 minutes now and I still haven't turned on AIM. Whoops. I hope there are people on to talk to cause otherwise I'm gonna go like stire crazy or somethin.

*headdesk*

Post end time - 7:01 pm pacific standard

Current Mood: *ded*

ARGH! Someone seriously needs to fucking get over himself. I'm tempted to give him $100 just so he can go buy a clue!

Current Mood: pissed off

I think I need to de-stress like whoaz.

I've made 5 icons in the past 24 hours and actually not hated any of them! *knocks on wood* I usually only get like that when I've reached a point beyond stress. Though I suppose the good news is is that I'll be making a new icon dump at my icon journal? >.>;;

Some stresses have been replaced by new ones. IE I'm not as stressed about the trip anymore cause I found that it's not going to take as long or cost quite as much as I thought that it would. The other stresses? Well just old insecurities flaring up.

You'd think at 24 I would be mature enough not to get jealous over people and I have to wonder if I even had the grounds to be jealous. It's so hard to straighten out your feelings when you're sitting in the middle of them and the people involved in those feelings you don't think you can talk to about it because you're afraid that they might take it the wrong way.

Someone told me that RL friends suck, but I have to disagree. The people you know in 'real life' are the ones who are going to stick with you for the longest. You might be really tight with someone online for a few months, but will you stay good friends for years to come? Is there really that same intimacy that you get with OL friends that you have with RL friends? Even just a few months ago I probably would have said yes, but that's also when the only interaction I really had with my friends period was online.

Now though, I have to say it's different. Not that my OL friends mean any less to me perhaps it's just that the ones I know IRL mean a little more now than they used to? That might also be why this hurts even more that I don't really get to spend time with them or they don't seem interested in spending time with me.

Maybe it's my own fault? Maybe I set up this pattern of behavior. Still it hurts not to be included, its like I was once part of the circle and now I've been pushed out just to be able to catch snippets from the sidelines.

Argh, okay stopping now.

If anyone wants me to cut this just let me know.

Current Mood: envious

Okay, so I know I haven't updated ina while. *slaps hand.* bad me. I've been... uhh.. there are like millions of excuses that I could make, but yeah.

My car died about a week an a half ago. After many trials and tribulations we found that it was a busted radiator hose. Thankfully it was an easy fix and after replacing the hose today I let the car run for about half an hour just sitting in the carport. Nothing. Took it out to the grocery store to get veggies for stir-fry. Nothing. So I think... I hope that means that my car is on the mends! And I won't have to take Ki's car to work anymore. ^^;;;;

KH2 has also been eating a good majority of my life either actually playing the game or playing in rp's with the characters. I love the game!! The Organization, the characters; Disney and Square, the story, everything! And man... I liked Riku before... but but now? OMG HOTNESS. The only thing that kind of fails in this addition to the series is the amount of CRAP that you have to do in order to get the secret ending. In KH1 all you had to do was to get all the puppies, in this... you have to completely fill ALL of Jiminey's journal, a task non too small. There is only one thing I have yet to accomplish and that is the Hades Paradox Cup.

It's INSANE! You can only get this cup to show up once you've reached level 99 and maxed out the levels on all of your drive forms as well as summons. It's 50 levels with no stopping in between, parts of it are timed and parts of it you have to do it on your own. After my 6th or so time of only getting to level 39. I said "Screw it! I'm finishing the damn game!" XD So I did and it was fangasmic. I won't say anything more just so Jenni won't cry at me about spoilers.

Anywho work has banned lj. Which sucks, and oddly enough it wasn't banned until all this crap in the news about 'My Space' started. Asstards, really.

I haven't been doing much else, I could go into the epic about how I got my new computer desk, but I think everyone's heard that story by now >.>;; I'm still slowly moving over into the apartment, but I good majority of my things still remain at the parents house sadly like my books, bookshelves and most of my clothes. I at least have a mattress, my computer and games though... oh! and my figures XDD Can't go anywhere without those. I just can't help but wonder how many of them Ki will let me have out ^^;;;;

I got GC up and running I think, and I'm toying with an idea for a KH rp, but you know there are going to be a million and one of those going on now that KH2 has been out long enough for people to beat it so *shrugs* we'll have to see. I think I've got an original idea for the story but I haven't looked into other ones to be able to tell.

Anywho that's enough for now before I completely spamm people's flists and they start screaming at me about LJ cuts and what not. Jaa!!!

Current Mood: relieved